I WISH I WASN'T by Heather Headley

[ Verse 1 ]
I'm home alone again
And you're out hangin
with your friends
So you say
Somehow I know it's
not quite that way
It's getting pretty late
And you haven't
checked on me all day
When I
called you didn't answer
Now I'm feeling like
your ignoring me
I wish that you were home
Holding me tight in your arms

And I wish I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regret

[ Chorus: ] I wish I wasn't
in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me
it just ain't fair the
way you treat me
No you don't
deserve me
Wasting my time thinking
bout you when you ain't
never gone change
I wish I wasn't in
love with you so I
wouldn't feel this way

[ Verse 2 ]
When you touch me my heart melts
And everything you did
wrong I forgive
So you play me and take advantage
Of the love
that I feel for you
Why you wanna hurt me so bad
I believed in you
that's why I'm so mad
Now I'm drowning in
disappointment
And it's hard for me to
even look at you
And I wish that you were home
Holding me tight in your arms
And
I wish I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regret

[ Chorus ]

[ Bridge ]
Said you care about me
But from what I see
I ain't feeling that
So I disagree
Gave you all my love
And understanding

And you're treating me
like your enemy
So leave me alone
Don't want nothing from you
Just go back where you came from

This house is no longer your home
You are not welcome no no no more

[ Chorus ]

[ Verse 3 ]
Hear you knockin' at the door again
I'm wonderin' should I let you in
I open up the door and see
The flowers for me
so beautiful in your hands
you stopped begging me
to take you back
I've always been a
sucker for romance
And before you know
it I concede
You're all over me
Oh no here I go again
I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me

I love the music of this woman! let me say this too, she is the only, only artist i know from my home-country in the caribbean that i really consider to be top notch..with people like alicia keys, and all the newest of RMB singers out there..i rate her amongst the best and greatest, and let me tell you this..i am no easy one to deal with when it comes to rating you on the international arena..

She simply made my grade--an A-PLUS, PLUS..you can call it bias or what you like, but thats my taughts about her. what ever it might be...she has it in spades to make it as my no 1-singer for 2006--2007-- and i am wishing her the best yet to come...